no one's got it a-a-all.you hit me like a tidal wave at the shore down the street the sound of the waves wake me up at night sometimes just like you haunt my dreams sometimes i pray and pray that you could escape my life, for once but it never occurs, it's been over three years and i'm still struggling you won't stop 'til it's over or i surrender i refuse to give in, i refuse! you don't know who i am now, what i've been through what i've done to myself this past year what i want, what i need what i want is to stop crying at night to stop wondering what i did wrong to stop hating every single hapno one's got it a-a-all.
i think i miss you even morei'd like to commit a crime tonight, babe i'd like to travel through time, babe i've got a handle of red label and some car keys in my pocket i'm a mess, a mess babe i'd like to toast to you i'd like to toast to your evil ways i'd like to toast to the fact that i was almost raped by you, babe oh, don't you love me still? don't you love the innocent girl you met in june talkative, funny, interesting? i'm not that girl anymore, she left a long time ago wanna leave with me? i've got a bottle of pills to last a while, you know they might be gone tonight, though, babe &nbi think i miss you even more
was it the blue night?tell me what to do, maybe i sit here all say and cry like a baby pull me out from where i've been i can't take it love, i can't you will always be my love, my love we fit together like a glove i know you are poison, poison but i can't get enough i still love your quirky ways as well as your faults, what the hell i can't get rid of you, you tainted me why am i permanently scarred by you? i can't take it, i hope you know we are connected, i hope you know i want you to know i want you to know. i want you to know.was it the blue night?
bodysnatchersfeeling numb, feeling faint and i don't know how to react sadness overcomes me tears form behind my eyes and i cry and i cry but only in my dreams i can't cry in real life only during fake grey's anatomy commercials or after mistakes oh the mistakes i've made losing clothes and gaining woes here i go.bodysnatchers
| I'm a mindless wanderer hoping for the next car to pick me up and take me away to salvation. |
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"Mirthless is this wandering through
Hollow days
Like a pale ghost I waste away in
This foul world"
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"Ah, curse your sudden but inevitable betrayal!"
"Ha ha HA! Mine is an evil laugh...now die!"
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"Life isn't fair. It's just fairer than death, that's all."
-William Goldman "The Princess Bride"
I envy you. You live in California. tehe..
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Loving everyone, and wanting nothing, is the key to appearing immortal in the eyes of a Greater God.
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Loving everyone, and wanting nothing, is the key to appearing immortal in the eyes of a Greater God.
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